in newness we trust

In recent months there has been a lot of new and unknown. Some of what can make that list are:

1. a $130 speeding ticket, going 85 in a 65 zone.
2. cooking fritata for Sunday brunch for an 8- and 11-year old rather than 20- and 30-somethings.
3. owning a pair of x-country skis.
4. trolling craigslist and freecycle for family members.
5. owning that i am a disappointment to others, at moments in time.
6. writing about my dreams in a journal. that is supposed to be by the side of my bed.
7. not having a routine.

And thus far, these shift. They change. Some happen daily, some are one-time occurrences. But, its a moment for me to notice where i’ve been.